What is the Church's take on Anti-Depressants?

Just to chime in, it might be worth it to talk to your doctor about another medical condition you have that could also cause some of the things you describe. For instance are you apathetic or just lack energy? Perhaps the apathy could be treated with a psychologist and the energy could be a hormone disorder. No way for me to guess, just talk to your doctor, that's their job. Once that's done, my advice is to do what your doctors says / conclude and live your life, let your doctor worry about which and what and figuring stuff out. Go to church, light a candle, say a prayer. Go for a walk. Fly a kite. Whatever it is you do or have wanted to, just do it. Leave the past in the past, live your life and live free in Christ.